So I'm on my way back up north with kenny and I just had to make a post. So kenny can't sing, its not a bad thing! Haha it just makes life so much more amusing! Especially if the song we are young is blasting in the car ;) on another note ;) haha I just made a pun ;) im playing the license plate game woot car rides are fun!
So its been awhile since my last post so here's what's going on.
I ran a half marathon and finished but I don't feel worthy when I see all the marathon finishers haha it was a blast I ran it with my friend ashley and my cousins destiny, Brianna and my aunt tracy and uncle matt and we all we're finishers!! Woop! Now im back to work we have a big weekend coming up so hopefully ill survive! Oh and I just watched the vow today! Im mixed emotions I really liked it except the ending … but I guess it was ok I don't know how they would end it any other way... its just another movie to remind you of how single you are haha ;) oh and I finished an article the other day about soda and how much bad stuff is in it! Soda can give you cancer, memory loss, diabetes, cavities, fat around your kidneys, obesity and so much more! Its a good thing I don't like the stuff! After I stopped drinking it I could never go back! It just tasted so icky! Last week I went fishing and caught myself a fishy! What can I say I was born this way! Thank you lady gaga, I burned my hand on a fireplace cause sometimes im very special ;) Haha sorry this post is all over the place kinda like my socks! I can't find a match to any of my socks! Its driving me mad! Ill need to go buy some new kb's, best socks ever! Well I can't think of anything else to say so enjoy this messy post haaaa
Half marathon in a month. How is my training coming along? .... no bueno! Im currently fighting a terrible throat and allergies that could clean out a whole rack of tissues! =| some days I feel like the worlds against me running a half marathon BUT! I wont lose hope as long as I have friends to run with and energy shots (and a couple pain pills) I can do it! I have to! Just do it!
God be with me, Keep me strong.
At the moment in watching conference in our conference room and its snowing outside, so far my favorite talks have been in the first session eyering especially. My day has been made up of my uncle falling asleep and me burning my food, hot cocoa, blogging, explaining what a blog is to my uncle ... a complete failure oh and lots of april fools jokes haha
Today I had to practice patience... after a good long day of work I come back to my place and find out my little cousins squeezed every last drop on my ($14) shampoo and conditioner I hid under the sink down the drain... do you ever just have that moment in your life, you know that feeling of, well its hard to put in words... I just had to let it out somewhere cause if I hold it in its gonna come out on someone who really doesn't deserve it I mean I was a kid once I did stupid things I mean gosh I used to mix all the shampoos and conditioners and toothpaste and who knows what else together pretending I was a witch making potions... so all and all I guess its just karma coming back to bite me... but from now on I've learned my lesson, im gonna lock it all up where they'll never find it!
Hello? Anyone out there?? I feel like bloggers are disappearing! Is facebook and twitter taking over our lives? I remember back in the days when mail and e-mail was a big thing! All these companies come out with new amazing technology to help us keep up with the world! But we have to ask ourselves are we being blind by all this technology? Are we loosing our social skills? I was watching the news today and saw a report on people txting and walking, I know they tell you not to txt and drive but now just walking and txting is deadly! There was a man txting and right in front of him a stroller falls into train traks! Its mind blowing what you can miss! How many hours are spent on our phones or our facebook? How much money do we spend a year just on our smart phone bills? It shocked me when I looked at my bills from last year... im not saying technology is a bad thing I think its amazing what we can do! But I think we need to manage the time we spend just tweeting or posting on facebook... and starting something more useful, something we can use in the future! Work on your hobbies! Go for hikes or a walk or run! It will open your eyes! You can slow down and just enjoy life!
Chocolates, flowers, and a whole lot of I Love You! Its a great day for some and a sad day for others, and then there's people like me... like the idea but see it as just another day. I find happiness in everyday I don't need one day out of the whole year to recognize those I love, I feel like its role play you know? Im happy to see others happy! But one thing that bugs me about this day is the complaints! The people who have to let the whole world they are unhappy! See valentines day is not just a day for the lovers its also a day for the haters. To all the people out there who didn't get a valentine I wish you a happy Tuesday! And every day after that! You are loved, you don't need a box of chocolate (that will make you think your fat after you eat it) or a rose (that will die the next morning) to show you that! If your feeling sad and lonely go do something for a widow, sit and have a conversation with them! No one should be alone on valentines day! So don't just sit around and mope about not getting a valentine... the best you can do is give!
Happy Tuesday, <3
Its quite out, nothing but a cold breeze dancing through the branches as I lay in bed waiting eager like a little kid on christmas morning, restless with my thoughts racing, oh how I wish sleep would come again but I know I've lost the battle, helpless and feeling defeat my mind moves to different things but my mind keeps moving back to one thought. Fear, I fear for my friends and family I don't know what it is but it wont let me be... as this anxiety like restless leg wears me down, I feel trapped inside myself it gets harder to breath! I long so badly to run even the thought is comforting to me, only a few of my friends find freedom with running, I don't know what it is... maybe its the wind in my face or the abuse to my feet smacking the pavement with each step or the fight for breath making me realize how precious every breath is, but all those things are forgotten till its just your body and mind, that's where the real battle is that's where you find how strong you really are, and who you really are its the true therapy. There's nothing I'd rather be doing... but im trapped with no running shoes or gear so I revert to the ony other therapy I know, talking getting out so it doesn't eat me up and consume me. I don't know why im having these attacks all I know is I fear for the ones I love I fear something bad will happen.
If you don't already know im way into painting my nails ha its funny cause my younger self was horrifyingly bad at it! Pah, oh how my life was awkward as a child, i was a very tall shy big footed girl who would wear a awful green T with tan shorts and a ponytail, makeup was not in my vocabulary whatsoever then to top it off 2 of the most horrible sandals you could buy... i would have been Stacy and clintons worst nightmare!!! Oh how glad am i to be out of my awkward years haa! Anyway back to the topic, i tried a french tip for the first time, win? Or fail? What do ya think?
Watch "2012: End of the World" on YouTube
Well as you have probably already heard the world is coming to an end!! So if you have any unfinished business (figure out a way to get ryan Reynolds to fall madly in love with me) gasp!!! did i just say that out loud! My oh my hahaa... ha So back to the whole world ending thing it brings you to a sudden thought, WHAT HAVE I DONE WITH MY LIFE?! Well most everyone has a list of things they wanna do before they die, i have one myself.
1. Run a marathon before i get married
Well since i dont plan on getting married at 18, i need to run a marathon before the world ends ha.
2. Squeeze a ketchup bottle at someone
We all have a kid in us just screaming to get out.
3. Slap someone with a fish
Thats another child within me, heh :p
4. Go to holland just me and my camera
I love the flowers there and I've always wanted to go!
5. Help someone fulfill a dream
Nuff said
6. Dance with my significant other in a snow storm
7. Do humanitarian work in a third word country
8. Go to a big game
Basketball football ect...
9. Go to the sacred grove once more
10. Take a road trip to the east coast
Whatever happens in the future just remember to love your family no matter what and forgive your enemies and god is love, he will never abandon you even when the world seems like its coming to an end, he will be with you.
Deuteronomy 31:6
The big talk is snow snow snow! And we've got plenty of it! I tried out my spikes today and they worked grand! Bring it on ice! :D
Ashley and I are running a half Marathon in may! Woo! Since ill be up in strawberry for a while I will be training here, so as you can see from the photos its no white out but I've found out that running on ice is pretty tricky and the trail that I run on has lots of snow on it but its a dry crusty snow so my feet don't get wet and cold so that's a plus! I get kinda scared when I run cause people have been seeing wolves! And if you know me you know that I'm not the biggest fan of dogs when I'm running especially wild ones! =/ but ill be runnin if I see one, Heck I might even pr running from a wolf! ;)
